Tuesday, sorry things just go bonkers here

     Mom ended up in the ER last Friday and that threw the whole schedule  at least what schedule I had out of whack.  All the work I planned to do on Friday got pushed back to Saturday.  Mom is okay, we just thought she had a blood clot, so we had everything checked out.

     Saturday was bust and I don't even know why.  Oh yeah younger sister going through major drama and Mom very upset about this.  I am also, I just have to have faith it will all work out.

     Now I am really behind.  At least I was able to regroup yesterday. 

     I am having trouble trying to decide how to approach the studio next year.  Doctor visit yesterday was no so positive.  Although my arthritis is bad I feel pretty good.  Doctor is just concerned about me as I have mom and the shop and the studio and he knows how hard I work.  He said something has to give as my health is giving now and I knew that, I just don't want to make a choice.  But I have faith that everything will work out eventually.

     When things get like this I go into my , "Okay that is crap, but what can I get done today?"  Work is a great panacea for problems.   It is productive and it also can make you feel better.

     I am spending a good amount of time trying to keep mom's spirits up and that is hard.  My house is a wreck and the shop is overfull.  I have a major recital within the month and I can't seem to get my feet under me for any length of time.

     All I can do right now is what I can do right now.  Embroider that on a pillow.

Have a great and productive day, because I am going to work like He## to have one.


Kim